secret admirer

wah,,,,tajuk,,,teeettt,...kowg taw x pew 2 namenye "secret admirer"? xkan xtaw kan,,kowg mesti adakan,,heheh..kenapa aq tulis pasal ney?nak taw x...???xnak??ala kene taw gak,,coz aq yakin kowg pernah alami gak sume ney,,toi x?aq  dr tadika da dew secret admire ney,,teeett,,kecik2 da gatai..aq mmg,,suke men kwen2 ney,,hahha,,sape??dew la da kawen da pown budak 2 skunk,,n aq dgr wife dye ngah pregnt,,alhmdulilh.dlu kan time kecik2 aq dok men mask2 ngn kengkwn aq time dye lalu mmber2 aq sllu kaitkn ngn aq,,hahah,,aq xminat pown dye,,tp drg ckp face ktrg lebih kurg,,heheheh,,sampai la sek menengah..ktrg 1 sek..dye atas aq 2tahun,,sampai sek mengah owg still gosip aq ngn dye,,malu..heehhe :-) rame ckp dye abg aq,,kawan2 dye pown ingt aq adeq dye,,,tpikan,,,,dalam diam2 mmber dye yg syok kt aq,,hahhah,,,tp aq xlayan,,aq dgr citer budak 2 jeles,,hahahha,,giler la,,mmg giler..pas2 dye bis skool aq pown da lupe pasal dye n dye sambung belajo kt u. aq nak citer 1 lg story pasal cinta monyet aq,,heheheh,,,malu la pulak,,aq ney time sek dlu gatai na...bercinta sakan sampai kene panggil kt bilik dsiplin sbb dating...hahahah,,dlu, actly aq yg admirer giler kt xbf aq 2,,,xnah pown mimpi nak miliki dye,,sape la aq ney,,,aq sllu usha jew dye dri jauh,,dye ney kire owg yg femes kt skool...kapten bola sepak.pengawas,,atlet kt skool...rame peminat,maklum la owg hensem,,mmg dye hensem sbb 2 aq admirer,,heheheh,,,aq taw rame yg nak tackle dye,,,aq pown time 2 rapat ngn dak len,,,hehehe,,tp 1 hari siyes xsangka time aq duduk2 kt tepi padang after sukan,,,dye datng kt sebelah aq,,,,dubdapdupdap...jantung aq time 2,,,pergghhhh,,,cinta pertama la kononnya..." hai awak,, nampak saya lari x tadi?"
aq diam,,,berdebar2,,heheheh.."  ehmm....eeee.....nampak,,tahniah,,wah dapt 1st 2"..ayat pertama ktrg borak....borak n terus borak...sampai lupa kawan aq kt sebelah,,hahaah,,kawan aq 2 da la minat kt aq tp aq xlayan coz dye taw aq suke mmt 2,,heheheh,,kejam aq ney,,,hehehhe,,mmber aq 2 ters angkt kaki bla,,pergghhhh,,,sejak 2 mmbe aq 2 xnak tegur aq da,,,kecewa dye ngn aq,,hilng kwan aq time 2...
berblik pasal citer cinta aq tdi,,,pas hari 2 ktrg sllu la contc dye cll aq hari2,,ktrg kuar jalan2,,,,dye lepak umah aq kadg2,,,parent aq taw aq kawan ngn dye,,,drg xhalang asal aq taw batas pergaulan..aq mmg syg dye sgt2...tiap ptg aq tgk dye prctse bola...kapten la katekan,,,tp aq sedar sejak ktrg couple rame yg xpuas hati...bertmbh2 mush aq,,,surt layang pown aq terima...mcm2 owg wat utk pisahkn ktrg,,but aq percaya dye,,,aq percaya,,tp dye kuat cembru,,,2 paling aq xsuke pasal dye,,cemburu xbertmpt,..ehmm...1 hari ktrg gado gara2 nmpak aq sembg ngn sowg mmt ney...dye taw mmat dye da lame ade hati ngn aq,,,mamt 2 pown pernh g warning ex-bf aq klu dye sakitkan hati aq dye akan terima blasan,,sampey 1 hari drg gado kt kelas,,,aq ingt lg,,,drg bertumbuk,,gara2 aq,,,aq yg clap aq citer kt mamat 2 pasal surt layang yg aq terima,,tp time 2 aq mmg sedih owg ugut aq,,,drg gado teruk,,bengkak pipi xbf aq,,mmat 2 pown same,,drg kene pggil kt blik disiplin..kene rotan,,aq nangis jew time 2,,aq rase serba salh,,sbb aq drg kene marah,,sbb aq drg kene demerit,,actly byk bnda aq nak citer tp aq rse xperlulah,,,hehehehheh,,,yg pasti cinta aq dan dye bertahn xlame 1 setgh tahun jew,,,sbbnye...............owg ketiga!!!..owg ketiga yg sampey skunk aq benci,,,benci sgt2...da byk kali dye minx maaf tp bukn mudah kot...sbb dye aq xpercaye llki sampai skunk n xberani nak terima cinta,,,huaaaa,,,,,wahh,,,emo la pulak,,heheheheh,,,